| Mistakes. |
[Thursday
May 1st, 2008
11:07am] |
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I'll update this ol' El Jay.
The past 6 Months has been a complete and utter mess.
I feel as stupid as could be with giving chances out.
I also am pretty ashamed on the way i've been acting.
Frankly i never act like that and this whole situtation changed me for the worse.
I dont regret saying anything i have over the past week.
Im not going to regret saying how i feel.
A few things shouldnt have been said but they were.
But then again, why would any of my thoughts be a concern for you.
Dont look at my stuff when you know 100% i dislike you. Common Sense.
I was honest by saying i do talk alot of shit when im pissed.
It would have been so much easier if things were talked out.
On a Civil Level.
But obviously people were too scared to take that step.
And with that said, we came upon this huge mess.
So we have no one to blame but ourselves.
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[Friday
November 9th, 2007
12:16pm] |
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my moon my man |
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Everything fucking lame.
Im sick of ranting about dumb shit.
Im sick of shit talking people telling me what to do when they have the least authortiy over me.
Specially when im 18.THANKS.
I want to move, i need some time on my own. seriosuly.
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| Birfday |
[Tuesday
March 6th, 2007
11:46am] |
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Promise |
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So todays the day.
I turn the BIG ONE EIGHT :)
Oh yeaaaahhhh.
nOthing so special...
GETTING MY TATTOO :)
EEEE so excited
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| Blahdy B;lah |
[Sunday
January 21st, 2007
12:06am] |
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Gym class heroes/Res Evil |
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I just realized,
I have the most untasteful life.
EVER.
Its boring.
I need to change that a little bit.
When i turn 18 i promise myself to to more fun stuff.
Im effing bored at jeos moms.
Blah.
Not going to the show on monday, i dont wanna be a "coat rack"
So chillin by myself i suppose or somethin.
Hmm...
Still no job.
Tax returns are retarted.
I have a painful head ache.
for sho.
i hate this resident evil joke of a movie.
HAH.
Incubus is like....2 weeks away. shway.
and...
BORING.
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| New years. |
[Tuesday
January 2nd, 2007
5:00pm] |
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SO,
My shitty year went out with a BANG,
By alayna in some bitches face.
amazing.
Seans was fun.
and my new years day was nice too.
im still really tired.
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| yeegghhhk |
[Friday
December 15th, 2006
12:18pm] |
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So after how many months is it that talking shit is actually out of the picture.
I mean the summer is over and, everyones over you.
So quit talking shit, honestly.
And no one was gonna beat anyones ass, or we would of made an attempt to see one another.
so all in all, IT WAS TALKING SHIT.
get over it.
oh and because joe confronted you, dont call him mean names.
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[Wednesday
November 15th, 2006
11:38am] |
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This year blew.
I cant wait for it to be over.
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[Wednesday
October 18th, 2006
5:20pm] |
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irritated |
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Pardon Me |
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So lately more than ever have i been filled with rage.
So starting from last thursday.
I've been wiped out.
Worked a great 5 DAYS.
and took dans van to escape joe yelling at me later on.
Im not working for dumb ass girls anymore.
THEY CAN FIND ANOTHER.
bout to quit, ride it out till another one sees me by.
Thursdays the SALE. and i HATE IT.
I need to clean my house. because its reched.
And saturday i have to work for gay ass sweetest day.
umm...in nov. staying at a big ol'cabin and seeing shar.
(Cant go to WARRIORS because, well, im not the god daughter.
and i cant take off any fucking days.)
this is fucking insane.
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[Friday
October 6th, 2006
12:01pm] |
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So my work life couldnt get anymore irritating,
even if you put one more dumb girl in that place.
-and so it is.. : )
So my hours were cut untill i demanded more.
so now i have a FULL weekend. F&S&S. YES.
But so be it wednesday nights are nights on the town :)
And untill later this month..im gonna be broke and almost homeless.
so i DEAL.
But... Holidays are a'comming, paid vaycays.
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[Monday
September 25th, 2006
2:15pm] |
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Warning Sign |
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So im wondering if forever is a statment to advance you into first place.
or at the least, wonder why you're here.
My weekend was quit, some what thoughtful at times.
Ended up calling into work Saturday, well actually joes mom but....good.
Sat around rented movies,
relaxing.
Same goes for sunday till we left,
My yard looks abs. wonderful. To a point.
And then came the point to where my old habits kick in with someone who nuse to take i away.
I think people change too much to keep up with.
Feelings stay in one place, they cant go 9147810 miles an hour like your dreams.
and your helping words.
I cant take temper tantrums anymore even from me.
But the physic says my moms kid is gonna have a baby, a boy to be exact.
Its not gonna be me..for sure.
but i dont know who it would be unless kelly is prostituting.
Anyways..
Im gonna get done for work.
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[Thursday
September 7th, 2006
12:21pm] |
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linger |
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So yesterday at work was almost a sure "fire" when i snapped back at the manager
and the rest of the day at work was bullshit.
After work intead of cooking dinner.
Amber and her friend alan followed me home,
got joe and went out to royal oak,
got some StarBucks then Coney agggain.
Got home and hit the sack for yet the third night of shitty Anti-Sleep
And today Im looking for a NEW JOB, I have to find one.
OR else im outta luck and have to smile every 15 seconds.
Im hooked on LINGER. this week..
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[Friday
September 1st, 2006
12:33pm] |
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curious |
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Simple Kind Of Life. |
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So yesterday was one of the shittiest days of the week.
went to look for yet another job, then went shopping at kroger.
Ate dinner. Which was tacos.
And tehn i sat home and watched nSex and the City for an hour :)
and that made my night.
Talked on the phone alot also.
Got woke up.
Ergh.
But today i may be going out to dinner.
and thats nice
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[Saturday
August 26th, 2006
6:39pm] |
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Growing up. Bubble Boy. |
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So my week has been chaos;
Sunday was up in Whittimore/Hale.
Monday was A funeral that i stood outside of.
Went to tawas and walked arounf on the beach.
and then...
Tuesday was the REAL funeral and stood outside.
JR. flipped out on joe.
Later got home and relaxed slept in our own bed, and walked to get a tea.
thats it.
all in all i got a sunburn form all the outside ness.
WEDNESDAY i worked alot.
as for thursday and friday and saturday.
and SUNDAY IS MY DAY OFF.
i may be getting FULL TIME. so i hope maybe.
ANNNNDDDD.
Sunday which is tomorrow i am goin to PLATOS closet.
among other things.
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[Thursday
August 17th, 2006
11:49am] |
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My week has been bad luck.
Today i have a sale 4-10 and most likley be tere till 10:30-11.
And my dad and i were suppose to go get stuff done for me today.
and i call him at 6 something.
and tells me we have to cancel.
Because yesrterday some old lady,
hit my aunt and cousin,
and killed them.
So i dont know how long im gonna be able to stay at work.
cause i feel like shit.
and i have to take off sunday and monday.
and im sick of 2006.
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[Thursday
August 10th, 2006
12:24pm] |
So last night.
Poor little gunther got put to sleep
because of those assholes called fleas. :(
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[Monday
August 7th, 2006
9:27pm] |
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crappy |
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Cold Play |
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Im about to call it quits for more than one reason.
i'll give it a little more thought.
but not much.
a break is needed. maybe for good.
today started off with waking up with a shitty night of sleep.
and someone getting more than i did.
i got done.
kind of.
Working isnt really a thing to think about anymore.
I HAVE TO.
and you dont want to.
im sick of this whole thing.
at least tonight.
and tomorrow morning will reveal what needs to be done.
and what needs to be cut loose.
keep your insecurites
and drop the last line.
"when your too inlove to let it go."
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[Saturday
August 5th, 2006
7:20pm] |
SO my day at work was gay.
i hated it.?
seen dan.
spose to pick up joe from seans.
i wasted my gas to find out he wasnt there.
so..
i hate my period.
and thats my day.
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[Sunday
July 30th, 2006
9:04pm] |
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Not ready to make nice. |
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Well once again a shitty day at work
Jen jenny and melissa came to visit me.
went to eat and a scary guy was hitting on me again.
I got my first 50 cent tip on friday
My pay check is gonna be fucking 100% pure shit.right from the ass in to my hand.
So soon loking for a second job.
So then i have really no time which i dont use up my time anyways.
So whats it matter to me.
And hopefully by November I will move on my own.
By myself or with others. One/Third of a party isnt ready to face reality.
So far my nights been a riot.
Watched a movie.
Jerked off.
Took a ten minute nap.
Then after dinner...
Going to sleep
Cause that phone aint gonna ring anyways.
YES!
Tomorrow i work 4-8
and i have no money to spend on anyone but myself for now on..
Im gonna be selfish and do what i need to do.
and for the note.
Im not ready to make nice.
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[Tuesday
July 25th, 2006
2:23pm] |
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mood |
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 contemplative |
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music |
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Guitar and Drums |
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My week has been pretty decent so far.
Lunch today was good.
and my weekend was relaxing.
I dont know if i can go to warped this year,
Money is as tight as joes asshole.
but anyways..
alls good.
But one thing.
If anyone thinks they're gonna kick my ass.
They better think twice.
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[Saturday
July 22nd, 2006
8:23pm] |
Hmmm...
So tomorrow is work,
Then after im not sure.
Thursday is lunch at Olive Garden, and then work.
Friday is work then headin up.
Sat is work tehn Grad party.
Then DAY OFF.
Then work.
OMGSH.
anyways.
bought 2 jeans and a jacket and a shirt for 2 dollars.
And a pari of new pumas for ONE DOLLAR.
SWEET. discount.
Might go shopping at HT this week. or next.
cheap shit.
But its turning way to scene for me to go in there anymore.
YUCK.
BUt im out.
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